More posts!!!!

Ok here are just some random shots i post here in no chronological order and i shall explain them to you as i go along.. yes i stupidly stumble across the option of changing the keyboard to english keyboard and now everything is in order and i can type with lightning speed again.. enjoy!!

Stuttgart is not only known for their cars and of course beer, but also their wine. As you can see, this is one of the wineyards on the slope of a mountain.

That's me atop the TV tower that i posted yesterday. without my cap. My hair's flowing-ly long so i usually wears a cap in town. good thing coz one doesnt sweat much in this kinda humidity. (50%)

Went to Ludwigsburg yesterday with my host family. Couldnt go in but the palace is built in 1800s and it's one word: chio.

Germany has a lot of Bier Garten and i'm sure u can understand that quite well. they just sit around and talk cock. Btw, that's about 8 o clock at nite.

That's the Mercedes Benz Museum. Going there in 2 weeks time and i just passed it during the bus tour arranged for us. cant wait to go there.

As i mentioned just now, Stuttgart is famous for their wine. Here u can see again the wineyards on another site in Stuttgart.

Sorry for being inorganised but this is the garden in the Ludwigsburg palace.

Okie, hope that you all enjoyed it... it's a pain when you dont have internet access. haa haa.

Deutschland is sehr schön!!!

Ok leute... yes i know that it's been a long time and ppl are worried about whether i'm safe here or wad... but yes here's a post to keep you all updated... not the longest of all post considering that i've came here for 3 days... actually i have a lot of pics to put but the keyboard is killing me and fyi, they swapped 'y' with 'z' and i have to press shift sth when i want to use apostrophe... it's worse than i thought it is... it's fit to type german, not english...

anyway, here's some pics of me in Frankfurt as well as (mostly) in Stuttgart...

That's me in the main train station just a bit away from Frankfurt Airport. or Fraport.

That's the train that i took to Stuttgart from the train station.. it's cool not just becoz it's ICE but it travels at 200kmh? the Inter-City-Express

And as some of you would know, Stuttgart won the Bundesliga this year and i was there at the train station when they won. Yes they happily took a pic with me.. really nice ppl i must say and u can see the 'you'll never walk alone' scarf at the back.. VFB rox!!!

One of the sightseeing places in Stuttgart - the Fernsehturm, or TV tower.. it's atop a hill with a fantastic view of everything... and the weather was good that day!!

The host family is more than nice!!! they even brought me to the grandfather's bdae.. and ate BBQ... That's the granddad with me and the small 10 yr old kid at the side

And here's the family.. a very nice bunch of ppl who just sits down and talk cock on a Saturday aftnoon... really great knowing them!!!

I still have lotsa pics and i'll show it when i get home so til next time then!!!

28 Weeks Later

Went to watch this show because i dont think that there are any shows worth watching these few days and i'm done rotting in my little room watching old shows. Didnt expect it to be a good show: i didnt even watch 28 days later. But gotta say, it's quite tense throughout with all the music and stuff... and London seems really empty. I dunno how they managed to get London to be so empty and film the show. Overall, it's an okay show and someone, if you know, pls explain how come all the infected people like to run. LOL. 7/10

Transformers: Armada

As all of you out there will probably know, there's an upcoming Transformers Movie in July. And as a self-respecting kid growing up in the 1990s, transformers is GOLD to me. So i've decided to be a loyal fan and check out what are the machines coming out for the movie and i ended up watching the Armada series. It's quite interesting because Transformers franchise was created by Japanese, bought over by Marvel and then bought back by Japanese again to create the Armada series. So the Armada looks more like anime and it really rawks. Can't wait to see Starscream on screen.

Pulp Fiction

Once again, from the age of the film (1994) you can tell that i'm more than bored and i just couldnt find any other film around to watch. So i ended up watching this classic Tarantino show. His show is somewhat very artistic - Kill Bill, Sin City etc. i have yet to watch Sin City but i heard that it's good... and i never got the chance to get ahold of the disc. Back to topic, Pulp Fiction is about these few characters - Samuel L.J, John Travolta, Uma Therman and Bruce Willis with their intricate chain of events that happened. It's kinda cool becoz Tarantino was playing around with time frame and when the movie ends, then everything became clear what happened and how it happened. Not bad a film and i'll give it a 8.5/10.

Indian version of MJ's Thriller

This is a classic piece done by bollywood instead of hollywood. Pay attention to the lyrics. Rawks. XD XD

Scary Movie 4

Apparently, i have more than enough time to entertain this movie. Like all scary movies, they take their cue from all over the places including war of the worlds, Ju-On, the village and etc. i think it's just crap all cramped up together to make a crappy film. I guess this is really not the way to make a comedy. 4/10.

Saving Private Ryan

I'm not exactly a fan of war movies but under the influence of my good friend YK i had to watch this one. Yes from the fact that i'm watching it now since after the show went off screen for dunno how many years, you can infer that i'm laggy when it comes to war movies. Nonetheless, i want to give credits to this one because i think it hit the right spots for war: nobody likes war and there are no winners in wars. It's touching at the end and i think it really does deserve what YK said about it: must watch. 9/10.

It's not about Practicality

It's about my stuff can. Frankly, that's why boys go after crazy cars and girls go after a small little bag that cost more than a diamond.


The Bugatti Veyron: top speed: 407 km/h, 0-100 km/h: 2.5 secs, *200-300 km/h: 9 secs!*, Quad turbo-charged W-16 engine with 1000bhp... When you have the money to buy this car, it's no longer about racing to the next traffic light in Singapore or blazing down the highway in Malaysia. It's not even about going to Sepang and have a ride in the circuit. It's about my car can. i dont care whether i need to drive at that speed or not.


The GeForce 8800 Ultra: 681 million transistors, 786 MB of graphics memory, SLI capable, Shader model 4.0... It's not about playing com games at 2560 x 1600 with everything set to ultra high and be happy about it. It's about my com can play it at 2560 x 1600 and be happy about it.

BUT, i dont have a GeForce 8800 Ultra. Nor do i have a Bugatti Veyron. So everything will have to stay in the mind and kept in the mind. Until i have the financial power. Sigh.

Perhaps it's just the insatiable human wants that drives people insane between distinguishing what is our need and what is our want. So it ends up being my stuff can, and not my stuff need to.

Heroes

The latest sensation in hollywood drama. Yes i know that prison break is beginning to stink as it drags on and on but on the other hand, heroes is getting more and more interesting. I've managed to finish watching episode 1-19 in just a matter of one night (yes it can be done) and i find myself watching a very long episode of X men 4, maybe? Dont get me wrong. It's not bad. In fact, it's not bad at all. Cant wait for the season finale and how things are going to turn out and it has gone up to replace Prison Break as my current favourites.

Excited

about going to Germany of course. I've received mail from the host family over there and i'd be staying with an architect couple who has 2 kids. Which translates to: their house should be quite nice since they'd be the ones designing it themselves. WAHAHA!!

alrite. anyways, they have their own website and i'm really more than excited!! I just wrote a notice to them about when to meet up and they replied a super long mail in German. AND, they translate that long letter into english in case i dont understand. Guess they must be kinda excited as well.

It's their first Asian guest in the house and they had a British exchange student at their house 2 years ago. Like i said in one of the previous post, they live in Kornwestheim and it's about 12 minutes from Stuttgart by train.

Alrite, i shall now go and dream about Stuttgart. Tomorrow i'd be going back to msia, which means i wont be blogging for another 3 days becoz i'm not going to subject myself to horendous modem connection. It's not worth the time.

hope to see some frens in germany.. i have 2 seniors there doing exchange...

World of Warcraft

While a lot of people have been travelling around the globe during this holiday period, (i myself included) i have been venturing into the heartland of Azeroth, at a place call Darnassus, some 3 years after it has been built and i must say, it's awesome. Too bad the school's connection only allow people with nightlife to play, which means i wont be able to play it during term time, and it costs money. AND, my computer cannot support it. it's time to change one. Sigh. I hate to change computer coz it's so expensive i cant change it myself. Playing on my darling's com produces stunning effects and it's like a huge gigantic final fantasy world to play around and travel. Uber cool. 9.75/10. No wonder Blizzard owns.

Spiderman 3

Fantastic film, i must say. It came out on May 1st, and i really couldnt get a single double slot seat side by side on the internet booking system on 30th April, from the 130pm show all the way until the 950pm's. So i have to watch it on 2nd May. Yes it is the blockbuster of the year, although i'm still waiting for Pirates to beat it when it comes out. It's about the dark side of Spiderman and how revenge and hatred can overcome one's senses sometimes to do something really nasty. Favourite character: the new goblin. Go and watch. It's a 9.5/10 show.

My new carrier

Yes i'm here to document something sweet which my darling did: she bought me a new Crumpler. Not like i had any Crumplers before, but this one is really HUGE for a Crumpler. It's for my Germany trip and i'm suppose to use this rather than the supposedly 'ugly-looking' quiksilver.

It's gorgeous red and i think it really looks good :)

The interior, decorated with massive velcros and yellow lace

The back with the handle. It is just so sweet of my darling to do that : )

It's really a nice bag with the 'rainbow' pattern at the cover.

The front view of me with the bag at the bag.

Massive red and it almost drowns me. Which means it can really stack a lot of things inside : )

Freedom

is the right of all sentient being. FINALLY, the exams are over!! went out to celebrate with my darling at bugis, where we shopped around and ate at a western restaurant. I'll let the pictures do the talking:

That's the both of us : )

This is the restaurant that we went. It's called Phin's steakhouse and is opposite parco along the street where there's lotsa eateries.

That's my darling's sirloin lady's cut. the 'lady's cut' is apparently quite a sumptuos amount

And look at mine. It's a humongous 230g ribeye australian steak. i still reek of beef when i woke up in the morning. Great start to the holidays people : )

Night to Freedom

Less than 12 hours... i'll be outside now, in the warm afternoon sun enjoying my FREEDOM! 3 months holiday.. suddenly uni life seems to be rewarding after all.. minus the exams..

For those who still dont know, i'm going off to Germany for immersion, and i've been assgined to a host family living in Kornwestheim 10 km north of Stuttgart. I've got to call them after exam to arrange for them to pick me up etc.



Above is the exact location of Kornwestheim and it is situated in the state of Baden-Wurtermberg, a state where i will have to return to do my SEP in year 3. Nearing south of Germany, the weather is deemed to be more extreme as it is inland so if it rains, it might drop to about 14C in summer. i'll be travelling to north Germany in one of the weekends to Germany's biggest island - Ruegen during one of the weekends and together with the Singapore's Student Association. According to Martin, my German grandmaster, it'd be quite fun!!

Speaking of which, i need to raise some funds so if anyone has any temp jobs during the 1st 2 weeks of May, tell me k?

The King

Been reading 1 & 2 Samuel these days in QT and cant help but to notice again how remarkable David was. Yes it was taught untold times in Sunday schools and sermons but it is always different when we read it ourselves and think about it ourselves, because His words are so wonderful.

David was merely a boy when he was anointed and he waited for about ~15 years? before he became the king of Israel. In the course he had several chances to kill the former king and establish himself as king, so maybe it would have amount to a cut down of ~5 years? but he didnt do so and the Lord establish him as, arguably, the best human king in Israelite history. The amount of patience and fear of Lord is intriguing and inspiring, for us people living in the 21st century. With all these instant gratifications that we crave for, it is hard just to stand by the decision to wait for the Lord.

The statue above is a depiction of David by Michaelangelo when he was about to go off to fight Goliath. It took Michaelangelo 3 years to finish the project in 1504 with a monolith of marble. These types of sculpture art are considered the highest form because it mimics Creation, and thus the nudity does not appear as obscene, but rather as perfection.

But of course, the statue is not of most importance. Rather, it is His words and David's example of how we should fear the Lord that is.

Command and Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars

The greatest RTS ever. That is, after Blizzard's War and Star craft. Seriously, this game kick ass. The graphic is superb and sadly, the graphic requirement has moved beyond what my com or my darling's com can support, so i have to set everything to min when i play it. When details set to max, it will just leave you drooling for more. Gameplay wise, i think this time round it's more interesting. CnC has been my all time favourite and they just got better. They actually developed a fictional explanation on tiberium and its properties, and guess what, the explanation came from people in the MIT. I'd say, 9/10 for it.

P/S: the reason why Blizzard beat them is because after 10 years since launching, there are still people playing Starcraft. That is insane.

Dream Car

This, my dear friends, is the car... Credits to Clarkson and top gear's absolutely wonderful documenting... Simply put, i think top gear is, like the Carrera GT, the best car critics and documentary ever.

Anyways, going to Stuttgart this May.. and if u look at the Porsche emblem, u can see that there's a little 'Stuttgart' written on it, and that's one of the reason why i'm going there. Haha!

Enjoy the ride.

Nocturnal

Sleep time for the past few days:

Friday: 8.00 am til 6.00 pm
Saturday: 5.00 am til 8.00 am (got MA1506 at 9.00 am), 10.00 pm til 2.00 am today
Today: 2.00 pm after church til 8.00 pm

my night sleep has become 'naps' while i'm sleeping most of the time during the day... it's a vampire in the making...

Deutsch Lernen

Going Germany this May... and who says that only German is hard to learn?

It's high time.. WOOHOO!!

Yes it's the time of the sem when people camp at the dining hall to do what they're forced to do - a transformation from a normal human being to a ridiculous, stagnant, haggard-looking monster otherwise known as the muggertoads. All students in NUS are conformed to this transformation, though some may resist more than others. Those who do not, either 1) comes from our dear motherland and btw, are already a muggertoad; or 2) have decided that NUS is not their habitat and want to move out asap.

i happen to be one of those who resist a bit more this semester. the sheer amount of things to study is mind-blowingly huge, and the more they stack up, the more i tend to resist... yes it's not really a good semester and one rule-of-thumb: never take 6 modules when you have 4 cores, well i mean 5...

over the past few days, the transformation has been rather diffcult, sort of like forced upon myself because i have to. You find it funny when this transformation tries to take over, every simple little thing in life becomes absolutely meaningful. i blogged more, played more guitar and read more comics than any other time during the semester... perhaps i'm born with these inherent resistance against transforming...

but still, resisting it does have a price to pay... it has turn me into a half-bred: nocturnal night ghost which literally sleeps in the day and wakes up when the sun goes down. it's not that i'm a muggertoad doing my job at night. it's just i cannot sleep. and i cannot study either. sad. BUT, this is not the first time it happened this year. last sem hairs were strewn around the floor like i'm balding or something.. this sem insomnia took over. So i'm determined this sem i'm not going to be discouraged but just to go through it, knowing that Lord i'm doing all i can, to be a better man...

like i said, it's high time.. !!

My Baby

is none other than...

Yeap!! i've been wanting to document her and give her the credits coz she's absolutely gorgeous!!

That's her case and i bought it separately.. she's a vintage Japanese Epiphone Les Paul Custom.. yes it's a mouthful but who cares...

The headstock says it all, with the Gibson trademark open book stock which is no longer on any Epihpones made in korea.. which means, she's no longer in production.

i bought it almost half a year ago.. and she is so far and will be my No1 guitar in the future.. well at least before i decide to get a Gibson.. haha

Well then, i think this is really one good investment coz the selling price will not drop a lot.. as it is rare and is now out of production.. i think Les Pauls currently is my ideal tone, but not as versatile as a Strat or a Tele.. so for now, i will stick to it and until i grow out of the Gibson sound.. then i'll figure out a swap.. : )

Depressed...

A depressed South Korean kiddo came to class one day with 2 semiautomatic pistols he bought 2 months ago and murdered 32 students & teachers, himself being the 32nd... The Virginia Tech massacre has been in the news lately and it's really quite depressing... headlines everywhere and the pic u see above is the vigil the students held to mourn for those who departed...

Despite the incident, the political leaders in Virginia are still against banning guns, because they are elected on the grounds of pro-ammunition... what's the world coming to? I mean, it's really not helping by explaining that it's due to the kid's weird behavior and dark, twisted thoughts that led to his massacre... there are bound to be these type of people everywhere.. rite? but there's not so many places with laws that allow 12 year old kids to buy guns...

I'm not surprised if they blame video games for the massacre... somebody's got to be the scapegoat, and of course, guns will still be available to the public for protection... perhaps in light of these massacres, like those in columbine and virginia tech, our dear leader of the free world will realise something's gone wrong..

God Of War II

So u see, this is the game that made me want to watch 300... i havent actually finished it yet.. initially i thought that it was just some kinda random game from the stall that my friend bought but gosh... this is really one helluva game. like 300, it is gory, bloody and well, not really full of abs... it's about this Spartan God of War, Kratos, who was banished to become a mortal and he is avenging his torment by attempting to kill the one who betrayed him - Zeus.. yes i know it's far fetched...

But oh well, it easily deserves a 9.5/10... it topped the game chart on every bloody gamesite i went.. some random game huh...

300

Finally, i manage to watch this show... some comments on it: gory, bloody and full of abs.. i still dunno who the actor is... maybe he'll just be remembered as the 'Spartan King in 300', much like Tobey Maguire remembered as Spiderman. Overall the movie's great!! it's kinda late now when i give this review coz the movie's coming off screen.. but recently i had a chance to play the God of War II and i just wanted to watch this after i played it... haha...
Hmm... i'd give it a 8/10 overall, more to the action and inspiration... to chiong for my exam.. just hope that i wont die like them in the exam hall.. lol.. : )

A Fresh Start : )

It's been about 3 years since i've blogged the last time. it all ended with a pathetic post about a toilet. well, that's modem connection for u and right here, right now, i'm giving it another try.... just to see how long it will last.. i've revived the chatterbox but if u're keen to leave anything, please leave ur name.. it's irritating to get anons here and there...

well, life's changed... busy busy busy but i figured that if i spend about 30 min per day just to document my life... it'd be full of memories next time....

enjoy..

this is phiphie aunt's house' bathroom.. basically the one i use.. haha.. just take for fun... :)

My new wallpaper!! its actually made up of all the items in WOW.. havent got the chance to play.. -shux- will do it after exam... I DONT CARE.. I'M COMING FOR WOW!! 

Exam's going to be over soon... i never realise that i havent blog for so looooooong.. ok maybe i realise it but i just didnt bother to blog... haha.. wasting internet space...

anyway, i have a new blog skin!!! tadah!! it's the chicken little theme with the very addictive song... err i dunno what's the name.. apparently, there's this singaporean singer who sang the chinese version of the song with some cockroach nemesis... she's another 'ocean' type singer who doesnt reveal her face in the album...

recent movies: tim yum goong, harry potter and the bla bla bla, exorcism of emily rose... yup, the last movie's kinda interesting even though i havent watch it yet... i just wonder sometimes why all these possession movies are linked to Chrisitianity (The Exorcist, Constantine etc etc).. You dont actually see posseseion movies from other religions.. (except for a brief moment in 'the eye 10',as far as i remember, where some monks try to exorcise some possesed girl in the beginning).. well, from the review, it's about a true story about some German girl named Michel who got possesed when she was in college... which basically means that, if you believe what's true in the 'true story', most of us here has a chance of being possesed... ?!

ask me if i believe in ghost? Yes. If i believe in possession? Yes. if i believe in Christians being possesed? well, no. Most people who are possesed are actually linked to some connection with the nether worlds.. from what i heard of, they fall into some trance or something and here's the worst part: the family actually thinks that it's a spiritual thing.. (no kidding.. i have a friend who's like that and the family refuse to exorcise her).. but most people who claimed that they can see 'stuff'... have some mental problems i believe.. even if there exist such people, possesion is still a far cry from seeing 'stuff'...

Back to emily.. even though it doenst pass my belief as a true story, it may be still entertaining.. haha.. must go and watch it somehow.. after the exam i guess... -huh- back to study.. f maths and s papers and chem p1..

tata people.. enjoy the tune.. -from the video i mean-...

my new cam :) 

lala 

what did i do???
there are moments in life when somethings just happened for no reason. well, actually it does have a reason just that i dont know what the reason is and sometimes it just gets on your nerves. esp when u're tired and u didnt get a good sleep last night with an abrasion at your balls.

it kinda reminded me of how full of grace our Lord must have been in order to be patient with us. yes, there are times when He was angry and i'm so grateful that if we can irritate Him until He's that angry, forgiveness is just a prayer away.

i cant imagine how He'd felt if He knew that He was going to get angry and yet, still smile with us and walk with us throughout our lives. heck u cant imgaine why on earth did He die for us. for one, He has no one to turn to and complain when His sons and daughters throw their tantrums at Him. He had nobody to confide about the things that He felt because no one would understand. His very own creation turn against Him.

*sigh* can i imagine? to a certain extent i think. after all, everything happened for a purpose.

so it's finally here.. my nightmare came true and i really dont want to argue about it. dont ever ask me why i panicked in the exam hall. dont ask me what's wrong with me or whatsoever. can someone just leave me in peace?!~~

i hate it when people ask me this and that about the results. yes yes i know i did badly this time. i feel bad already. do u have to add on to it?? it disappoints u yes, so it doesnt disappoint me? i feel happy that i have such a f up results? do i?

sometimes i just wonder why i always have to blog when i'm in such a down mood. cant i just spread some happiness to people or what.. where can i go to complain? teachers will tell me i need counselling, need help here and there, actually u can do it one, just u need to do more... etc etc.. mama and papa will say try harder next time, it's okay with them... though deep inside i know they're really quite worried...

*sigh* moses u should forget this... it's just a common test.. *sigh* sometimes schools only cut short people's life by giving them extra white hairs.. both teachers and students included... *sigh*

forget it.

-woohoo-!

Yo People...
It's been AEONS since i last updated the blog.. ok holiday's coming and life's been really kinda hectic... well, not like it's never been hectic before.

just had GP common test today and it really just sucks out all my brain juice... i dont know why.. but everytime GP is just so brain draining... well, at least it's over... it's the rest of the subjects now...

well, tomorrow's like the 2nd last day of school before i'm going off tp Msia and finally flying off to aussie for the first time...

somehow everything just seemed distant...

met up with my old church mates at some choir concert.. well, what can i say.. it's just a small world...

i find myself confused at certain points in time.. the dark side of me i suppose.. emotions have always been someting that i'm very weak towards and i'm learning to really master them well... it's not easy sometimes when things go wrong like having lousy results or whatsoever...

sigh... i just want to be happy!!! is that something too much to ask for?

i sound so complacent.. so unlike me.. so distant... what's happening?

tata people... enjoy ya day...

Updates
Loads have been happening... homework... wc3 screwing up my life... i'm at a lost... i really am..

i really want to go back to when i'm sec3... things wasnt as complicated... study.. and more study.. cocking up with people and making jokes... no wc3.. time cant go back... it's just day dream...

sigh.. things are in grey and i think that they'll stay like that for a while... i found that i really have no passion for anything actually.. it's just a sudden busrt of excitement when new things come along and eventually will die down...

everything's just so fake...

there's just one song in my head now and i cant find it's lyrics... well.. it's ok... there's always a bad day after all..

FINALLY OVER...
i know this is kinda late when common test is over like one week. yeap.. and it's always like that... when common test is near, its

"ooh, common test is here so i shan't blog.."

after common test its

"ooh yeah!! common test is over!! let's play.."

so blogging is left behind.. more like any other unimportant things are left behind... anyways.. blogging has never been a habit.. so i shant blog so much..

but there are really entertaining blogs.. some like http://cheekybynature.blogspot.com which i read it quite frequently.. haha.. it's just lame ans pure singaporean jokes but some of it are quite true..

yup yup... guess what day's tomorrow? i dont know.. why dont you tell me?
tata...

-bored-
yes... common test is not over and things arent going any better... it's been quite a while since i updated the blog.. it's just staaaaagnant for the moment...

things are not very good either... DOTA is screwing up everyone's life.. esp when it's near the exams... below is a scenario:

victor: eh moses, play DOTA le...
moses: dun want.. u play urself...
(victor played 6.01b by HIMSELF)... alone...

after 1.5 hr, he finally decides to stop playing...
boss: eh victor! want to play DOTA or not? i play with you..
victor: (wth face)... ok ok.. faster faster...

in the end, DOTA screwed up our time and biological clock, as well as the coming common tests... sigh...

what's com game gotta do with us anyways.. it's just so addictive and so enjoyable esp when it's some multiplayer like DOTA... abstinence... ah yes, a word that sounds so remote when it comes to com games... discipline... another one...

think we really should think about playing games... it'll always be ther as more games will come out and guys esp... will be drawn to it.. well.. naturally.. it's not just the 'bad for the eyes' or 'exam's coming' that's really important.. are we really wasting too much time on games? i mean.. i lived through my childhood without com games.. or any nintendos or whatsoever.. think it's much more meaningful with fun memories than playing games huh...

sigh... why am i even typing this... haha.. back to books.. and maybe.. DOTA later...

YEAP YEAP!!
i must say... they really did something to the network.. so i'm actually blogging in my room now... alrite.. this may sound incredulous to some singaporean but if you're a boarder and you've been living in RIB for a long time now, u'll be SHOCKED to see what i just typed...

it's IMPOSSIBLE to access wireless network in RIB before.. the sole purpose of the network is for intranet DOTA lanning... and perhaps some other multiplayer games.. but now, it's changed... or i hope it has... it may revert back to the time when connection to internet is the holy grail..

no matter what happened... i wont just abandon my blog... HMPH.. will keep it alive.. -yay- so anw, tmr there's physics test, and i think it will just be plain that i have to mug hard for it.. tho heard that it's kinda easy... but whatever it is, i'll try my best...

tata ppl... joy beyond words when i can access net... HERE..

-yeap-
i'm back at boarding again... was reall feelin sick yesterday and i'm correct... i'm still sick today.. and i got an mc last night so i'm resting in boarding today... well, this week i'm out of depression compared to last week, so i think i wont be so naggy and so complacent about things.. though i'm still out of sch.. haha..

anyways, visited the bakery just now... haha.. yes thank u sooooo much for acc me to the clinic.. though its really like super x.. haha.. i'm going to ger my refill soon when i go back for CNY... sigh... how come i spend money like water nowadays... cant understand... haha.. but nvm.. money is always not the problem... "problems that can be solved by money is not a problem at all"..

well yeah... just want to share a really good song with u all... sang by david tao.. not written by him though...

祷告之时 甘甜之时
使我离开 烦恼之时
来到神的 座前发表
所有意愿 所有需要
当我遇到 重压忧愁
我灵却常 得着自由
不陷恶者 所有布置
因为有你 祷告之时

祷告之时 甘甜之时
如有只翼 载我愿辞
来他宝座 向他求恳
他是信实 他是全真

他既命我 寻求他面
信他话语 靠他恩典
我要将我 重担卸释
在于你前 甘甜之时

i always think that chinese hymns are nicer than english hymns, maybe because of the language used... i cant really comprehend the language used by the writers then.. the song is so beautiful... it touches my heart and i promised myself i'll sing hymns like that instead of just sing for the sake of singing...

great leap great leap.. towards linear spaces and projectile motions.. haha.. and spa skill a...

tmr u're going off... have a great time there!!! will send u off... -tata-

Alright...
my blog may have attracted too much attention i think... but anyways, it's normal to have depression rite... glad to say that i'm back here.. now in one piece and really fine already..

though i'm down with a flu now and that i'm not feeling very well.. haha.. but probably just a small bug and will go away soon.. taken some medication and things will turn out fine...

yeap.. so anw, tmr's physics SPA... sigh.. i think we really need to go for a REAL spa after all these fake things... nvm lah... that'll take place maybe after As..

btw, GREAT LEAP 2005 by David Tao is SUPERB!! i cant say more of it and i love every song in it... haha.. esp the last hymn... it's just soooooo nice... :)

tata peeps... i'm out from the depression lah... :) -smile-

"i sure hope so..."
and i did... i dint go to sch today... feeling dizzy after last night... stuck down there, gazing into the dark, desperately trying to sleep... insomnia? why do u have to come up to me so often now? i didnt see u comin last year, the year before or even when i'm in sec sch... wth is ur problem?

think that i'm feeling more and more inferior each day, or perhaps... lower self esteem... "i feel like an idiot. stupid boy. immature freak." yes i do... and i cant help it...

i dont want my blog to be transformed into some depression centre where everything is sad and blue... but for these few days i suppose... i cant help it...

it feels like shit when there's something at your mouth but u just cant say it.. well.. u show it.. ppl ask... and i HATE it when some unnecasarry idiots try to poke and ask.. peeking and disturbing... i'll talk to them if i really want to.. why bother to ask? furthermore, they assume things to happen and make stupid conclusions that i have very serious problems that need to be solved by talking to me and asking me what happened... NO i am NOT referring to u... i'm referring to ppl who want to eavesdrop and those who are guessing who that 'u' is...

why is life like this? the people u want to talk to give up on u.. the people that u shun repeatedly come and pester u.. ?!

life goes on... life goes on...

-speechless-
today is totally speechless for me... i dont want to describe what happened whatsoever... it's just not a good day...

i suppose things really arent that well...

"I’m depressed over nothing. I’ve always ignored it and it just stayed there hovering on top of me."

i dont know why i'm depressed... i don't know what the hell happened today that i'm depressed... can someone be more sad than that? no it's not u... or whatever u're thinking.... i emphasis that it's not and things just happened after i met him at s11...

i came back to write a super long entry today.. in my journal... about 2 and a half pages long... and it took me an hour to sort out my thoughts.. and to realise that i dont want to study today... it just saps me... and i know that i'll only get more depressed after playin games... but i still go ahead with it..

"I really just want to play games and do work. I just want to lead a simple life. Lord, I don’t know why I have to go through all this. It’s harder than going through exams."

Moses... what are u going through?

i dont know... this thing that i'm in... i'm just depressed... today is a bad day.. i dont want to type everything here... ppl will see... u all can GUESS WHATEVER IT IS... but i just feel like shit today.. that's all u all need to know...

they say tomorrow will be better... I SURE HOPE SO.... i sure hope soo...

CCA...

that's just something that everyone has to join in JC... overheard some converstaion that day about some gal who wants to get A for CCA...

i was just wondering what's so important about getting these stuff? i mean... 3 S papers, freaking (and i mean FREAKING) hell lot of CCAs, council etc etc... what's the point? scholarship? what's the point of scholarship? get to good U? what's the point? earn more money when you come out?

sigh... went into some depression the other day.. nearly gave up on studying.. but i guess sometimes there are just angels around who picked us up and yeah.. we study because this is a process that He wants us to go through, and i suppose we want to do our best for Him and no one else...

what's the point of earning the whole wide world in the exchange of our soul?

and the ramblings go on...

So? How's orientation?

It rocks to the CORE!!! I LOVE A'PSTRAPHI!!! it's just sooooo fun and it really reminds me of my J1 years.... slacking through the first days.... cant really concentrate... i cant afford it now... it's just too expensive... i've been slumping into a depression again... it's been a long time since i slumped into such stupid mood and it's just plain laziness that's causing it all...

I've told you that you should do some work in your hols...

I KNOW... but guess what? holidays are over... WAKE UP MOSES... *ring ring* can you tell me how to catch up? ... ...

there's polar waiting for me, i havent start on matrices, got another compre to do before friday, integration assignment, alkene and alkane assignments... and no holidays soon so that i can catch up properly....

who are u trying to blame?

myself... for slacking through the hols... @#$%@#$%@

So?

So what? go back and study lah... #$%#$%

Happy New Year everybody... it's gonna be another long year ahead and i think that it's just going to go 'zoom' past me too fast, i wont even realise it...

anyways, met weien yesterday... talked about ministry next year... yes.. i know that somehow i have to commit more time to the church, but i also realise that i can serve in anywhere i am... things are just so icky sometimes there's no clear lines anywhere....

this year has been very busy and of course, i've met fantastic friends... in council, in class, in guitar... i want to cherish these friendships no matter where i go after this year... today's the first day.. and what's my new year resolution? to grow in Christ and to know Him better...

i suppose next year will be very fast and i wont be ever to treasure every moment... i really want to... it's my last year in high school... before i enter the ominous university... i just want to cherish every thing i have now... and freeze it into my memory so that it'll stay there til death do me apart... :D

yeap... happy new year ppl...

Moses, are u busy now? i'm back here to bug you...

yes i know.. thanks a lot... i've been busy lately, orientation and stuff, MSC, with lots and lots of things to worry about...

do u wish for these things to happen?

wad do u mean? isnt it inevitable that i'll be busy when i get back?! it's just another normal routine.

well... suits you...

okie... at least i'm having fun and enjoying myself in school. learning dance, learning new songs, singing away...

i suppose u have another long year ahead... so ya, i'll come to bug u once in a while...

NO.. u should go away... i need to study and i dont want to see a shrink... just let me study okie...

as u wish...

yes yes... i noe...
so Christmas is over... so soon?! have been quite busy nowadays... though it's like christmas? yeap... went to tp's church for christmas concert, along with duyang and zha.... on 23rd... was really surprised to see so many RJ ppl der... even yilin was there... also went for the lunch... felt some kinda out of place at first, because i barely know anyone from there... but yeah, things got better..

and FINALLY, i'm officially moved into BAYLEY!! back to my same old bed like last year... it's windy nowadays, as its the end of year... but i think it'll be realy bad when mid year comes... my place is the one that always faces the sun... during June i suppose... plus i'm not going back in June hols... wth lah...

i suppose sch will start soon... in 1 week's time... i still havent mastered the batch dance.... only the future dance... and revise solielas... and the script... and more dances.. and MSC... and new year... and sch starts... and common tests... and A levels... and finally i'm free from ALL burdens.. at least for now...

so yeah... things will be better... in the new year.... will it? Lord, guide my path, for i know that when i'm weak, You are strong, so that my weakness can be made perfect in Your power... thank You for coming down to earth more than 2 milenium ago and died for us, so that we can reunite with u... thank u so much...

merry christmas pple.. though it's a bit late...

finally back here and online..
yeap.. i got back to singapore... in one piece... at least that was what happened a few days ago... and i'm now so busy that i just cant really do anything fun... yea... i mean.. ORIENTATION is really fun wad.... it's REALLY REALLY FUN.. serious

learned the future storyline dance today... and i suppose that song is stuck in my head now i cant get it off...

'that makes u larger than life'!!!

okie wadeva...
'u're too thin mosie!!!' i know... why is everyone telling me that... not like i dun eat at all and not like i eat like bird... i EAT A LOT OK... and it's serious.. i just dont know why i'm still so THIN!! i suppose it's slim... :D

and i had to flip yumun today... 360 is really no joke... it really sounded very easy when dexter said it... and yeah... remember that i had one day backache after flipping Hide that day.... but... i still managed to flip yumun today!! and it's even recorded in vicki's cam!! whaha... i simply just LURV the dance... and the BATCH DANCE JUST ROCKS!!!

'u're too thin ah boy!!!' yes mum, i know that... did i grow fat when i come back? i dun noe...

'u're too thin, the guy in the mirror!!!' yes i know.... i will try to add weight.... TRY TO...

...
Insomnia? the symptoms below may show that you have insomnia!
dark eye rings. Check.
bad temper. Check..
tossing and turning in bed. Check.
watching tiger cup. Check!
play POP TWW TWICE. Check!!
B O R E D. Check!check!check!check!CHECK!!!!!!

Moses, i know u've been stranded at a god forsaken place for 2 weeks, with ABSOLUTELY nothing interesting to do, with no frens to hang out with, with no shopping centre to amuse you, with no entertainment other than tiger cup and POP, with only your dog and parents... but did u take your medicine today? or else, why are YOU TALKING TO ME?!

ok.. i finally admit i'm becoming schizophrenic. i have to see a shrink and take medicines. YEAH RITE... that will be the truth if i stay there for another 2 more weeks. i finally understood why people can be so anti social. i finally understood why people can become schizos. i finally understood why some people watch tiger cup.

and i'm finally going back. THANK GOD. dun get me wrong here... i'm not saying that msia is a lousy boring place to be.. i'll gladly stay at kl for the rest of my holidays... whahaha.. but to live at that place... even got infected with insomnia... @#%@%@#%$!!!

yeap... i think my parents realise it too... i was just wasting away.. literally deteriorating...
so, today's the last day here... i've reached kl already... think i'll miss it.. til CNY... not a very long period though.. hope that she can come back by then..

-wondering wondering- who's she?

SHUT UP u idiot... i havent seen her for a year already... it's LONG ENOUGH...

okie okie.. wadeva...

@#$@#$%.. i really need to see a shrink... here's just some things for fun.... -i'm damn bored-

abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz.... abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz.... abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz..... :)

tata... i'll be back soon.. !!

this is a notice..
helping pple to promote some stuff.. here goes

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Date : 31st December 2004
Time : 6:30pm to 1 am

yup yup.. tata ppl

3 more days...
to? singapore? yeap!!! back to singapore... not exactly pleasant i say, but i need something to do and i desperately NEED to kill boredom... absolutely..... it's been so bored i'm blogging everyday and reading ppl's blog everyday... can u imagine that?!

almost never fail to come online everynite to do sth... wadeva it is to kill boredom since i finished POP TWW.... mayb i'll play it again or something... i suppose that gives me another reason not to wake up early in the morning... there's absolutely nothing i can do... cant even get online because the line is shared with the telephone, so i can only use it late at nite when nobody's going to call.. what an idiot...

to mr qiu: congrats!! u finally opened a blog!! well, i suppose for the same reason i'm blogging now... yeap!! i added u already and hope that u really have a great time b4 leavin for canada.... hey!! buy us sth there when u come back okie... whenever u do... we'll be watiting for presents... at least I WILL... :P

anw, today's better than yesterday i think... at least i went out to walk for a while instead of staying at home the whole day...

simple life can really kill us with boredom sometimes... relaxing? yeah.. and dying of boredom at the same time... if it's Kuching it would be so much different cuz i have all the freinds out ther to play with and have fun with... comin back to this place really makes me feel estranged... at least i still have friends in kl... but HERE?! i only have men's best friend...

so yeah, wad to do? i update my blog... everyday.. they dont even have a cinema nearby and i guess sometimes i really dun feel like comin back here... why dont i just stay at kl? good idea... it'll be good if SOMEONE is here though.. someone who's STUCK in aussie doing her PR!!

i'm pretty sure things will be good and bad at the same time on monday... hope i wont get into some OCD or sth... not exactly very pleasant... so tata...

c ya all folks...

another boring day...
it's so boring i changed my blogskin and yeap.. quite satisfied with it..

finally got an og name.. "A'pstraphi!!!" yup.. and it stems from the little dot that we always use, the ' . well, it's quite unique i must say... ROX to the core...

but anw, today practically did nothing... played with dog, played guitar, watch tv, did everything except work... and playing games.. guess i'm quite sick of it already.. and i finished it anyway...

i suppose things will be brighter tmr? at least not this boredom.. it'll kill me soon.. should go visit some where.. like Ipoh or something... ya, nearly went to Ipoh yesterday.. heard that it's quite near from here...

i seriously don't know where on earth do i live now.. this place is so ulu that it's somewhere between Ipoh and KL... do i live in KL? well, i do live in Selangor... so @$#%@$#%... nvm...

miss Kuching... a lot... my HOMETOWN... with ah kai and all.. haha.. lan at 2 sth in the morning, and talk cock til 6 at his house... that was last year... 1 year already.. how time flies.. just feels so sad when all the things brush past u, and sometimes u dont even realised that it passed...

another year ahead... bet it will be faster than last year.. and things will start to go haywire... especially when A's comin...

时间 时间 等等我
我有话要说 哦 我有话要说
请你 请你 告诉我
人生应该怎么过...

FINALLY... UPDATES!!!
okie... i admit that coming back here is pretty pretty boring sometimes... dunno wad to do and just play com games... yeap!! i'm a kampung boy!! so proud to be that.. at least i have my childhood preserved in my brain, and i get to taste the best old food that can only be found in kampung.... wad m i talking...

but anyways, it's GREAT to be back... bit boring, coz i didnt stay at kl for long... came back to sg besar.. some very kampung - ish place and relax... it's really a far cry from all the busyness and all the stress in the big cities... yeap.. even when u RELAX in the big cities... it's a total different world!!

so i guess i only have a few more days left here.. went to made my MyKad today.. quite cool.. msia going high tech... okie.. wadeva..

i can almost recite wad i do everyday... wake up at 12, brush teeth, QT, eat lunch.. okie.. maybe brunch... if there's nothing on, the com will be on til 4 -5 plus? it's a bit sad... yeah, but aft that, will bring the doggie out for a walk... HE'S DAMN CUTE... yeah. and pretty obedient as well.. well, at least to my dad.. not me... sadly, it'll leave soon, cuz my dad's allergy to dog's fur... sigh..

nvm.... i completed Prince of Persia: Sands of Time!! and of course, the sequel: POP: The Warrior Within... both are Fantastic!! to all those who never heard of the game... WHERE ARE YOU? MARS? okie.. maybe a bit overboard... but yeah, it's definitely two of the best games i've played...

will be going back on 20th... and even that, my parents are grumbling already... so i shant ask anymore... a bit late though... cant make it for the meeting.. i think...

FATE... can we really change our fate? is fate in our hands? there are just so many things in this world that is out of our control... is fate one of them?

"the empress has seen her future... and she is tortured by it, for the day of her death crept up to her unceasingly.." - Kaileena

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4: 6 - 7

our lives are in God's hand... who better to trust than the Lord Himself? to those who played POP TWW, dun try to change your fate... or the Dahaka will be upon u... IN THE END... -yikes- i'm so soaked in the game...

yeap.. this is one of the longest entry i wrote i suppose.. one more thing: so GLAAAAAAD that grad nite's over... just to express some relief here... "SIGHHHHHHHHH"....

tata.. :)

Grad Nite
whew... it's been super busy these few days with storyline stuff and grad nite all comin at the same time... i suppose it will be busy til i get back to msia like 6th dec or sth... sigh.. dun even noe if i can get back on 6th dec... grad nite ends at round 2 sth am on 5th dec.. then i have to rush back and pack my 2 rooms asap before rushing off to the bus stop... that doesnt sound very possible...

well anyways, OGL pairing!!! i dunno.. just got quite excited bout it... actually me and bernasty were more like 'spontaneous' rather than careful planning...

"have u found a co-OGL?"
"errr.... no.."
"want to be?"
"well... should be ok..."
"so.. onnz??"
"ya!!"
".. i promise i'll learn the dance!!"
"okie..."

anyways, they say that OGL pairing may not be that simple... THEY say that its all up to the O ic.... well. better treat them well.. i already offended one... the hu-mu-hu-mu-nu-ku-nu-ku-a-pu-a-a queen troll... her name is quite scary.... tell me bout it man....

so.. tmr's grad nite working day... and... guitar practice... get the best for both? T_T...

tv!!

well, okie.. got into tv yesterday, doing some lame act.. but i guess it's a fun experience. and we got into tv again today... CNA and we're dancing soleila...

but anyways, it was quite fun these days, having rehearsal at new campus.. though its not really productive and it was REALLY dusty... in the end, it was quite fun... i suppose we have limited days in the old campus now.. must treasure it...

so i'm XDphi now.. promoted? i dunno... karl became Mox... (whahaha... :P) i guess next year's storyline rocks!!!

having a headache now.. well.. for the lack of sleep these few days i guess.... sigh...

busy...

all these days, it has been busy and busy and busy.. going to school almost everyday, and it really saps my energy.. it's suppose to be holidays... well, i guess there's always something to pay...

anyways, got contact with the entertainment company for grad nite.. they are just so plain funny.. ok.. may b a bit 'smmumy'.. no matter what u wanna interpret that word as.... but i guess this kinda ppl will do a good job on that day.. he was so confident... just give him a try then...

had guitar busking yesterday i think.. yeap yeap.. at first i thought it will be some very paiseh, sian thing to do... well, it turn out to be fine.. quite fine actually and the guitar ensemble actually collected the most i think... I THINK...

but that's not important... we all had fun i think and it's great.. we were actually talent scouted by some woman who ask if we wanna do christmas carolling... kinda surprised... but nothing can be more surprising than the Korean.. I THINK... who gave us 100 bucks for singing avril's 'knocking on heaven's door'.... waaaaw...

so i that's the high part... top chart of our songs that day.. knocking on heavens door... :)

msia!!
so i'm back... from the tiring trip.. thought that i could rest for the weekend, turn out that i was more tired than before...

ok ok.. i noe.. it's because of some new game i bought.. couldnt resist - NFS underground 2!!! i didnt even see it's poster or some advertising thing, but i found it in msia... what better place can u go...

but i guess that's just a small part of it lah.. been travelling around to melaka, tasted the FANTASTIC sate celup and the chicken rice balls... my stomache is grumbling now when i mention the names..

so i guess this is the most happening time i went back msia... as a tourist.. coz YH went back with me as a tourist... hahaha.. so fun..

i suppose it wouldnt be so fun next time i go back.. around Dec... but that's for me to rest... not to have so much fun.. i need the sea view and the calm, soothing wind to blow in my hair... with NO liners obstructing the sea views, watching the sun set like a giant ball sinking into the horizon... sigh.. dont have a cam...

anyways, i'll be starting to work tomorrow.. aww, that really is NOT pleasant.. but.. orientation is fun!!! wanna be a good OGL next year.. yup.. so better brush up and pay lotsa attention tomorroe... c, i shouldnt blog so late.. it's like 12 in the nite..

so.. tada.. :)

sigh....
another day passed.. so tomorrow's going to msia for a long break in the weekend.. something to cherish i suppose....

hooked up with this lousy connection.. really cant get online... it's just so stupid, can access mail but no line to msn and stuff... really ***** hostel.. how can it be? cant even provide DECENT connection of internet...

nvm... at least it's not so bad now that i'm going back to msia.. at least can have some connection using MODEM!! better than nothing...

cant blog long.. coz i dunno if they can publish this.. stupid connection....

Drift Away
Day after day i'm more confused
so i try to look for the light through the pouring rain
u noe its a game i hate to lose
i'm feelin' the strain, aint it a shame

O gimme the beat boy and free my soul,
i wanna get lost in your rock n roll and drift away..
O gimme the beat boy and free my soul,
i wanna get lost in your rock n roll and drift away... drift away...

... some song we're gonna play for guitar busking..
well talking bout drift.. NFS rocks.. but i deleted it already..
aint it funny playin basketball alone in the middle of nowhere?
this is just some random thoughts...
yup yup.. cant wait to play bball at new campus... BIGGG campus...

Sigh
i guess all things have an end? i dunno... it's been really rare for me to blog... but i'm here and perhaps there's a reason... why dont u tell me?

msn's on, icq's on... who the hell cares... sometimes i'm just so stupid... to an extent that i cant believe it myslf...

my mind is so preoccupied with stuff now, cant sleep properly.. busy busy busy, council stuff etc etc... i just wanna take a break... maybe i'm having it this weekend... back to msia for a weekend..

so.. hope that i can forget whatever happened... nightmarish stuff... wth..

OP OP OP
so promo's over and finally it's something new here.... oral presentation.. is it new? nvm nvm.. it just gets so sian i keep playing TFT everyday... ok.. i play the lame dota but u have to admit that it's one of the best game that blizzard didnt create.... all those recipes and stuff.. gosh who can be more free?

anyways, it's going to be tough these hols... my money is leaking out of nowhere and i dunno how to get it back.... met some funny uncle the other day who asked me for money... wth..

somethings to be happy about recently - class outing!! yay!! just had it like sort of Mr Qiu's farewell party... good luck mr qiu in Canada.. dun be influenced by all those shit out there... not very good... had a great time at sentosa den had the night at tp's place... got grounded subsequently.... sigh... now i have to go back at 7 for 2 days....

so, guess the hols gonna be one big boring period of busy, busy and more busy life.... grad nite, msc, orientation, you name it... plus church camp, parents coming, TFT.. u name it... buck up buck up... hols' finally here!!!!

PROMO S****
its another day and 3 more days to GP promos... i dont know why m i blogging and i dont know why i always do lotsa unnecassary stuff before exam... ok.. like playin KOF...

besides that.. got insomnia last night.. wth... slept at like 3++?! just so not moses... ok whatever... sigh, thinking bout lotsa stuff now... and sometimes it's just very irritating... hahaha... :)

half the class pon today... last day before promos... China national day.. my boss' sleeping til like 9++.... just hope that everyone wont be that stresss.... yup yup.. that includes me... sigh...

ok.. shoudnt type too long... going to phy lec now... revision.. konon... ku boleh buat lebih banyak lagi di boarding... hahahah... tada...

Well, it really has been a long time and i guess that no one will be reading this entry now that i havent benn updating my blog for dunno how many centuries...

Just dropped by to type this entry coz this is the 2nd last day before promos... ? maybe.. getting kinda stress here as promos close in... just another exam i suppose but this one seems kinda big...

anyways, just to cheer up, 've been playing KOF 2001 for quite some time... but its really a bloody waste of time.. esp when promos' near and stuff like that... sigh.. cant even play aft promos cos ohana is comin.. REAL soon...

life's busy.. but i guess that's what makes life interesting... ok.. with KOF 2001... at least for now... tada

to all thos lucky souls who got to read this somewhere near this date, u're VERY lucky!!! haha.. coz i havent been blogging for months and this is the first entry since aeons...