Very Stress now
for the last few days, the red sea seems to be in some kinda suspended animation... i mean.. yeah.. it's kinda sian lah.. but very busy to update also.. and the pracs are coming... tues got Phy prac and thurs got Chem prac... it's officially the Pracweek...

Waaahh.. sometimes just wish that everything is over already... it's really very torturing during this period of waiting for the exam... it's so sick and tired... haha... anyways... it's another one month to go and that's IT!!! sec sh life's over...

went to RJ on thursday.. well.. it seems like a very nice place.. though the building's quite old.. but i guess it's still the people who make the difference.. so.. i already made the choices... long time ago.. no point regreting or changing.. must admit that VJ's open house was the most impressive among the R, V and N jcs... NJ got the best goodie bag though.. even with an outdated seventeen magazine....

RJ huh... heard that it's gonna be some tough life.. and uh... they say the voting for student councellors is very interesting... hahah... went to RI boarding for their open house yesterday.. to look for my future residential area... they only got 4 bedder room.... *oh no*.... but it's something new to try out... living out with 4 guys in a room... whoa... and heard that if i fail or miss the swimming proficiency pass, i can only use their shallow pool... @_@ overall, the location's not bad.. in Bishan... lotsa ppl stay der.. Aston, Mr Ang, church frens too... not bad... J8 is nearby...

Hmm... went to NJ also yesterday... shoot out at the rifle range... whoa!! got my first bull's eye like 5th shot?? using the big rifle... that is SO COOL... but anyways... i dun think i'll be going NJ though.. at least try out something different.. coz NJ's like SJI transplanted....

whew... guess that's about all that happened during these few days... of course, things are always happening... is just that i dun really recall them... *due to certain reasons* or i dun have time to type them... *due to CERTAIN REASONS also*... so long...

Today..
is another day again... whaoaoa.. so slack.. i dunno why but i just feel it's not rigth.. i mean.. tml's the Real O's bio prac.. i hope they dun go and give some weird questions about length and width of leaves again..

Whaaaaa... so fast.. O level's really startin... one more month to freedom... jia you!!!

Last Day...
Wow... cant believe it's last day and its actually coming to an end... perhaps today's the most significant day in my whole sec 3-4 life.. haha.. our class rox man!!! yeah!! 401 Rulz!!!

anyways... mrs tan cried today... very emotional i guess... and i nearly cried too.. seeing everybody like that... but i mean.. it's really sth to treasure in our hearts in these 2 years... i still rber the first assembly this year, and the first time we walked the corridor of the sec4s to 401... ben wang was telling me about the fans in other classes and those in 401.. hahah.. still rber?? now.. today.. it's our last day walking that corridor... and it's our last morning assembly... wow...

i guess more or less there will be some reluctance of leaving... and it's all in our hearts, becoz we'r uncertain of the future and we dunno what'll really happen to us... "we can always look back at our tears and laugh, but we also look back at our laughter and cried..." sth from yw to ponder about...

well, 2 years here and i guess i dint regret coming to sji... time flies and it's really time now.. and 401's finally gonna split soon.. aft the grad dinner... hahaha... but really look fwd to the reunion... whenever it is lah... mayb to some other places to eat... today's Seoul garden was superb and everything is just great!! ate until my stomach bloated... hahaha.. feels like gonna burst when i got back...

and we got some 401 awards too!! hahah.. the act cute award... yeah.. seriously think that it should be called the 'Darren award' next time.. to whoever it is.. hahaha... and the Tees... it's just fond memories to go through next time when we go our seperate ways into different JCs....

Tml's VJC open house... go der and have a GOOD look... and to see whether it's a nice place or not... or just another mini 401 outing again.. hahaha... anyways... it's sth to look fwd to b4 our dreaded bio practical... waaaaahhh!! so fast... bio pracs here...

today's star... i guess 4 names' really not enough to name all the ppl who are significant in my life during these 2 years... but really wanna thank those who have given me so much support, my parents, frens, teachers... etc etc... and of course.. God Himself... thank u all..... :)

Final Year's over..
But not for me... it's just gonna start next week... well.. envy the sec1-3s... another year's gonna pass for them... seems funny that if our exam doesnt end, the year's not over yet... but once the exam ends, it's all over.. well.. it happened to me last year after finishing the final year...

Arggh... nothing much happened these few days.. and i guess we just played hearts to blow our hearts out during most of the time i class... such a loser... i wasnt in the 'Premiership' league for like 7 rounds... and i got kick out once i got into it... PATHETIC!!.. but anyways... hearts' a nice game and so is bridge... serioulsy considering joining bridge club in jc as 2ndary cca... must be quite fun if all of us play bridge and meet at competiton.... whahaha...

Last day of school... how's it like? i dunno... guess time just flies when u'r in this rush rush country... no time to slow down at all... even the speed of the cars and ppl walking are faster here... hahah.. compared to kch...

tomorrow we'r suppose to go Seoul garden for lunch after school... but the cats are having tea outside.. so i guess i cant really join 401 in the meal... but i'll be wearing the 401 SLACK shirt around i think.. must be quite something huh... haha.. our class spirit's really not bad too!! i mean the letter stuff is really something... though sometimes i feel too slack to write.... :P

Paraliturgy's tml... we'r suppose to bring and make some stars kinda stuff... dunno what it is... but i guess it'll definitely be something very interesting, since it's our last official day in school... and after that... here we come Os!!!!!!!!

One more week
cant believe that my official study days are gonna be over so SOON!!! 3 more days to thursday and after that, 401 will split already... time flies i guess.. sometimes we just dont realise it...

well, felt very blank nowadays... dunno what i feel too... it's just this time of the year... all the thing i want to do is to get the exam over and done with... so envy the sec1-3s only have 3 more days to their freedom... hahaha.. i got another month... but i guess it's just part of life...

anyways... submitted my scholarships form... nothing much i can do now... pray and work hard for exam.. lotsa things never turned out to be expected these 2 years... but in it i learned a lot of new stuff too... and i hope this will be the same for the next two years if i'm still here... i mean.. cant really noe where i'll be going next...

so i guess my sec sch life's gonna end... and it's not easy to move one... but i have to.. and all of us have to... God bless...

Scholarships scholarships
So, another week's gonna pass soon.. nearing twds the Os and counting. Anyways.. went to JCon's office today and asked him bout the JC stuff.. it's quite confusing since now the MOE wanted all of us to take a compulsory humanities subject.. well.. it seems to be weird esp for those who wanted to take triple science... they cant really abandon maths right...

Anyways... hunted the nets yesterday and today for scholarships... to overseas.. well.. i think it's not that possible though.. but today at the admin, heard Bro Mike said about some US scholarships and Tracy Goh's gonna tell us all next time she comes to our class... need to write some thousand word essay for 100k dollars to US... kinda good deal but i think the chance is really slim.. well.. ppl who r not so good in Eng like me... err... err... enough said

But for the near and possible future... i think i'll go to RJ... well.. apply first, say later... or mayb even go to Aussie... waaahhh... &*$%^... so blurr now... but the future is in His hands.. so just depend on Him where i'll go...

A simple day is a great day in life...

RESULTS!!!!
Today's really a great day.. After the period of waiting, the results are finally coming.. wow... and i guess the teacher's already scared all the butterflies out in our stomachs... Judgement Day huh....

First of all, i really want to take the opportunity to thank God for giving me this results... i was shocked... got a 6 points for first time... 8A1s, 1A2... i thought by the time i got an A2 for English, i was destined to go to VJC... but it turns out that my HML helped me... if it wasnt for Him, i dont think i can actually do so well... Isaiah 41:10. May all glory be to Him and not to me.. =)

Wanna thank my parents too... prayed for me all the while and always asking me if i'm feeling stressed out... yeah i guess i am.. and it was worth it... !!

I also wanna thank all those who prayed for me for my exams... friends in church, friends in sch... rbered Daryl coming over to the hostel the day before and telling me how bad he felt... and both of us got 6 points... good job Daryl!! thanks for all the support all the way along my 2 years in S'pore... esp u, sending the card all the way form M'sia!! really thank U!!!!

Congrats to all those who got what they aimed for... guess my class got quite a few.. and for those who didnt really make it... there's still the 'O's coming up, so buck up and make a difference in the 'O's... it's the most important exam now.. and just let the Prelims become part of our memory... u have to 'move on'...

the results were really quite unexpected... and i guess once i again, i can only thank God for that... and uuh... i may end up in the same room with Yiming next year.... good news? bad news? only God knows...

Dreaded period of waiting
yeap.. i guess it's really dreaded... the teachers are really great at their jobs... letting u noe the answer and screwing up ur life of waiting peacefully... well... i guess most teachers really wanna tell us our result like we wanna noe too... IF we wanna noe...

anyways, graduation is just a few days from now... cant believe one year passed so fast... last year i was doing GOH prefects during the graduation day of sec4 2002.. now i'm the sec4... right Ben?? @_@ hopefully time will pass faster in Nov too... so now's just another 2 months away...

2 MONTHS AWAY!!! and Judgement Day is 3 days away... by that time, i think Arnie will come out with his black specs to terminate all those who didnt studied hard enough... studying here is just like having a war... hahaha... if u'r not good enough, u'r terminated... wow...

and it's also 3 more days for me to enjoy the dreaded period of waiting... well.. if u call this enjoyment... i think i'd rather get back the result faster and mourn over it if i'm terminated than just to wait here for the Judge to come... too bad... @_@"