Moses, are u busy now? i'm back here to bug you...

yes i know.. thanks a lot... i've been busy lately, orientation and stuff, MSC, with lots and lots of things to worry about...

do u wish for these things to happen?

wad do u mean? isnt it inevitable that i'll be busy when i get back?! it's just another normal routine.

well... suits you...

okie... at least i'm having fun and enjoying myself in school. learning dance, learning new songs, singing away...

i suppose u have another long year ahead... so ya, i'll come to bug u once in a while...

NO.. u should go away... i need to study and i dont want to see a shrink... just let me study okie...

as u wish...

yes yes... i noe...
so Christmas is over... so soon?! have been quite busy nowadays... though it's like christmas? yeap... went to tp's church for christmas concert, along with duyang and zha.... on 23rd... was really surprised to see so many RJ ppl der... even yilin was there... also went for the lunch... felt some kinda out of place at first, because i barely know anyone from there... but yeah, things got better..

and FINALLY, i'm officially moved into BAYLEY!! back to my same old bed like last year... it's windy nowadays, as its the end of year... but i think it'll be realy bad when mid year comes... my place is the one that always faces the sun... during June i suppose... plus i'm not going back in June hols... wth lah...

i suppose sch will start soon... in 1 week's time... i still havent mastered the batch dance.... only the future dance... and revise solielas... and the script... and more dances.. and MSC... and new year... and sch starts... and common tests... and A levels... and finally i'm free from ALL burdens.. at least for now...

so yeah... things will be better... in the new year.... will it? Lord, guide my path, for i know that when i'm weak, You are strong, so that my weakness can be made perfect in Your power... thank You for coming down to earth more than 2 milenium ago and died for us, so that we can reunite with u... thank u so much...

merry christmas pple.. though it's a bit late...

finally back here and online..
yeap.. i got back to singapore... in one piece... at least that was what happened a few days ago... and i'm now so busy that i just cant really do anything fun... yea... i mean.. ORIENTATION is really fun wad.... it's REALLY REALLY FUN.. serious

learned the future storyline dance today... and i suppose that song is stuck in my head now i cant get it off...

'that makes u larger than life'!!!

okie wadeva...
'u're too thin mosie!!!' i know... why is everyone telling me that... not like i dun eat at all and not like i eat like bird... i EAT A LOT OK... and it's serious.. i just dont know why i'm still so THIN!! i suppose it's slim... :D

and i had to flip yumun today... 360 is really no joke... it really sounded very easy when dexter said it... and yeah... remember that i had one day backache after flipping Hide that day.... but... i still managed to flip yumun today!! and it's even recorded in vicki's cam!! whaha... i simply just LURV the dance... and the BATCH DANCE JUST ROCKS!!!

'u're too thin ah boy!!!' yes mum, i know that... did i grow fat when i come back? i dun noe...

'u're too thin, the guy in the mirror!!!' yes i know.... i will try to add weight.... TRY TO...

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Insomnia? the symptoms below may show that you have insomnia!
dark eye rings. Check.
bad temper. Check..
tossing and turning in bed. Check.
watching tiger cup. Check!
play POP TWW TWICE. Check!!
B O R E D. Check!check!check!check!CHECK!!!!!!

Moses, i know u've been stranded at a god forsaken place for 2 weeks, with ABSOLUTELY nothing interesting to do, with no frens to hang out with, with no shopping centre to amuse you, with no entertainment other than tiger cup and POP, with only your dog and parents... but did u take your medicine today? or else, why are YOU TALKING TO ME?!

ok.. i finally admit i'm becoming schizophrenic. i have to see a shrink and take medicines. YEAH RITE... that will be the truth if i stay there for another 2 more weeks. i finally understood why people can be so anti social. i finally understood why people can become schizos. i finally understood why some people watch tiger cup.

and i'm finally going back. THANK GOD. dun get me wrong here... i'm not saying that msia is a lousy boring place to be.. i'll gladly stay at kl for the rest of my holidays... whahaha.. but to live at that place... even got infected with insomnia... @#%@%@#%$!!!

yeap... i think my parents realise it too... i was just wasting away.. literally deteriorating...
so, today's the last day here... i've reached kl already... think i'll miss it.. til CNY... not a very long period though.. hope that she can come back by then..

-wondering wondering- who's she?

SHUT UP u idiot... i havent seen her for a year already... it's LONG ENOUGH...

okie okie.. wadeva...

@#$@#$%.. i really need to see a shrink... here's just some things for fun.... -i'm damn bored-

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tata... i'll be back soon.. !!

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helping pple to promote some stuff.. here goes

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Date : 31st December 2004
Time : 6:30pm to 1 am

yup yup.. tata ppl

3 more days...
to? singapore? yeap!!! back to singapore... not exactly pleasant i say, but i need something to do and i desperately NEED to kill boredom... absolutely..... it's been so bored i'm blogging everyday and reading ppl's blog everyday... can u imagine that?!

almost never fail to come online everynite to do sth... wadeva it is to kill boredom since i finished POP TWW.... mayb i'll play it again or something... i suppose that gives me another reason not to wake up early in the morning... there's absolutely nothing i can do... cant even get online because the line is shared with the telephone, so i can only use it late at nite when nobody's going to call.. what an idiot...

to mr qiu: congrats!! u finally opened a blog!! well, i suppose for the same reason i'm blogging now... yeap!! i added u already and hope that u really have a great time b4 leavin for canada.... hey!! buy us sth there when u come back okie... whenever u do... we'll be watiting for presents... at least I WILL... :P

anw, today's better than yesterday i think... at least i went out to walk for a while instead of staying at home the whole day...

simple life can really kill us with boredom sometimes... relaxing? yeah.. and dying of boredom at the same time... if it's Kuching it would be so much different cuz i have all the freinds out ther to play with and have fun with... comin back to this place really makes me feel estranged... at least i still have friends in kl... but HERE?! i only have men's best friend...

so yeah, wad to do? i update my blog... everyday.. they dont even have a cinema nearby and i guess sometimes i really dun feel like comin back here... why dont i just stay at kl? good idea... it'll be good if SOMEONE is here though.. someone who's STUCK in aussie doing her PR!!

i'm pretty sure things will be good and bad at the same time on monday... hope i wont get into some OCD or sth... not exactly very pleasant... so tata...

c ya all folks...

another boring day...
it's so boring i changed my blogskin and yeap.. quite satisfied with it..

finally got an og name.. "A'pstraphi!!!" yup.. and it stems from the little dot that we always use, the ' . well, it's quite unique i must say... ROX to the core...

but anw, today practically did nothing... played with dog, played guitar, watch tv, did everything except work... and playing games.. guess i'm quite sick of it already.. and i finished it anyway...

i suppose things will be brighter tmr? at least not this boredom.. it'll kill me soon.. should go visit some where.. like Ipoh or something... ya, nearly went to Ipoh yesterday.. heard that it's quite near from here...

i seriously don't know where on earth do i live now.. this place is so ulu that it's somewhere between Ipoh and KL... do i live in KL? well, i do live in Selangor... so @$#%@$#%... nvm...

miss Kuching... a lot... my HOMETOWN... with ah kai and all.. haha.. lan at 2 sth in the morning, and talk cock til 6 at his house... that was last year... 1 year already.. how time flies.. just feels so sad when all the things brush past u, and sometimes u dont even realised that it passed...

another year ahead... bet it will be faster than last year.. and things will start to go haywire... especially when A's comin...

时间 时间 等等我
我有话要说 哦 我有话要说
请你 请你 告诉我
人生应该怎么过...

FINALLY... UPDATES!!!
okie... i admit that coming back here is pretty pretty boring sometimes... dunno wad to do and just play com games... yeap!! i'm a kampung boy!! so proud to be that.. at least i have my childhood preserved in my brain, and i get to taste the best old food that can only be found in kampung.... wad m i talking...

but anyways, it's GREAT to be back... bit boring, coz i didnt stay at kl for long... came back to sg besar.. some very kampung - ish place and relax... it's really a far cry from all the busyness and all the stress in the big cities... yeap.. even when u RELAX in the big cities... it's a total different world!!

so i guess i only have a few more days left here.. went to made my MyKad today.. quite cool.. msia going high tech... okie.. wadeva..

i can almost recite wad i do everyday... wake up at 12, brush teeth, QT, eat lunch.. okie.. maybe brunch... if there's nothing on, the com will be on til 4 -5 plus? it's a bit sad... yeah, but aft that, will bring the doggie out for a walk... HE'S DAMN CUTE... yeah. and pretty obedient as well.. well, at least to my dad.. not me... sadly, it'll leave soon, cuz my dad's allergy to dog's fur... sigh..

nvm.... i completed Prince of Persia: Sands of Time!! and of course, the sequel: POP: The Warrior Within... both are Fantastic!! to all those who never heard of the game... WHERE ARE YOU? MARS? okie.. maybe a bit overboard... but yeah, it's definitely two of the best games i've played...

will be going back on 20th... and even that, my parents are grumbling already... so i shant ask anymore... a bit late though... cant make it for the meeting.. i think...

FATE... can we really change our fate? is fate in our hands? there are just so many things in this world that is out of our control... is fate one of them?

"the empress has seen her future... and she is tortured by it, for the day of her death crept up to her unceasingly.." - Kaileena

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4: 6 - 7

our lives are in God's hand... who better to trust than the Lord Himself? to those who played POP TWW, dun try to change your fate... or the Dahaka will be upon u... IN THE END... -yikes- i'm so soaked in the game...

yeap.. this is one of the longest entry i wrote i suppose.. one more thing: so GLAAAAAAD that grad nite's over... just to express some relief here... "SIGHHHHHHHHH"....

tata.. :)