Manchmal...

ich glaube, ich bin sehr dumm. Ja das ist wahr, weil ich nichts weiß. Have you felt like a barrier sometimes? if you do, and you do not know it until vielleicht ein halbes Jahr später, you'd probably understand what i mean.

It's just a normal ranting for me to express some discontentment over the blog becoz i just felt like Scheiße. i find it extremely hard sometimes? to balance a lot of things... and here is a song which aptly describes my feelings:

Under the Bridge

Sometimes I feel Like I dont have a partner

Sometimes I feel Like my only friend

Is the city I live in The city of angel

Lonely as I am

Together we cry

I drive on her streets

cause shes my companion

I walk through her hills

cause she knows who I am

She sees my good deeds

And she kisses me windy

I never worry

Now that is a lie

I dont ever want to feel

Like I did that day

Take me to the place I love

Take me all the way

Its hard to believe

That theres nobody out there

Its hard to believe

That I'm all alone

At least I have her love

The city she loves me

Lonely as I am Together we cry

I dont ever want to feel

Like I did that day

Take me to the place I love

Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtown

Is where I drew some blood

Under the bridge downtown

I could not get enough

Under the bridge downtown

Forgot about my love

Under the bridge downtown

I gave my life away

P/S: of course it does not represent my feelings literally. it just describes most of it. And those who dont bother to translate, dont bother to read the post :)

On a happier note, i met Kim Jong Il on Rügen. LOL.