sigh....
another day passed.. so tomorrow's going to msia for a long break in the weekend.. something to cherish i suppose....

hooked up with this lousy connection.. really cant get online... it's just so stupid, can access mail but no line to msn and stuff... really ***** hostel.. how can it be? cant even provide DECENT connection of internet...

nvm... at least it's not so bad now that i'm going back to msia.. at least can have some connection using MODEM!! better than nothing...

cant blog long.. coz i dunno if they can publish this.. stupid connection....

Drift Away
Day after day i'm more confused
so i try to look for the light through the pouring rain
u noe its a game i hate to lose
i'm feelin' the strain, aint it a shame

O gimme the beat boy and free my soul,
i wanna get lost in your rock n roll and drift away..
O gimme the beat boy and free my soul,
i wanna get lost in your rock n roll and drift away... drift away...

... some song we're gonna play for guitar busking..
well talking bout drift.. NFS rocks.. but i deleted it already..
aint it funny playin basketball alone in the middle of nowhere?
this is just some random thoughts...
yup yup.. cant wait to play bball at new campus... BIGGG campus...

Sigh
i guess all things have an end? i dunno... it's been really rare for me to blog... but i'm here and perhaps there's a reason... why dont u tell me?

msn's on, icq's on... who the hell cares... sometimes i'm just so stupid... to an extent that i cant believe it myslf...

my mind is so preoccupied with stuff now, cant sleep properly.. busy busy busy, council stuff etc etc... i just wanna take a break... maybe i'm having it this weekend... back to msia for a weekend..

so.. hope that i can forget whatever happened... nightmarish stuff... wth..

OP OP OP
so promo's over and finally it's something new here.... oral presentation.. is it new? nvm nvm.. it just gets so sian i keep playing TFT everyday... ok.. i play the lame dota but u have to admit that it's one of the best game that blizzard didnt create.... all those recipes and stuff.. gosh who can be more free?

anyways, it's going to be tough these hols... my money is leaking out of nowhere and i dunno how to get it back.... met some funny uncle the other day who asked me for money... wth..

somethings to be happy about recently - class outing!! yay!! just had it like sort of Mr Qiu's farewell party... good luck mr qiu in Canada.. dun be influenced by all those shit out there... not very good... had a great time at sentosa den had the night at tp's place... got grounded subsequently.... sigh... now i have to go back at 7 for 2 days....

so, guess the hols gonna be one big boring period of busy, busy and more busy life.... grad nite, msc, orientation, you name it... plus church camp, parents coming, TFT.. u name it... buck up buck up... hols' finally here!!!!

PROMO S****
its another day and 3 more days to GP promos... i dont know why m i blogging and i dont know why i always do lotsa unnecassary stuff before exam... ok.. like playin KOF...

besides that.. got insomnia last night.. wth... slept at like 3++?! just so not moses... ok whatever... sigh, thinking bout lotsa stuff now... and sometimes it's just very irritating... hahaha... :)

half the class pon today... last day before promos... China national day.. my boss' sleeping til like 9++.... just hope that everyone wont be that stresss.... yup yup.. that includes me... sigh...

ok.. shoudnt type too long... going to phy lec now... revision.. konon... ku boleh buat lebih banyak lagi di boarding... hahahah... tada...

Well, it really has been a long time and i guess that no one will be reading this entry now that i havent benn updating my blog for dunno how many centuries...

Just dropped by to type this entry coz this is the 2nd last day before promos... ? maybe.. getting kinda stress here as promos close in... just another exam i suppose but this one seems kinda big...

anyways, just to cheer up, 've been playing KOF 2001 for quite some time... but its really a bloody waste of time.. esp when promos' near and stuff like that... sigh.. cant even play aft promos cos ohana is comin.. REAL soon...

life's busy.. but i guess that's what makes life interesting... ok.. with KOF 2001... at least for now... tada

to all thos lucky souls who got to read this somewhere near this date, u're VERY lucky!!! haha.. coz i havent been blogging for months and this is the first entry since aeons...

Swoosh...
did u see the time that just passed.. well, it's been AGES and i guess AEONS since i wrote on this blog and i'm just PURE PLAIN busy for the last dunno how many months.
 
but anyways, it's nearing the 3rd qurater of the year, and soon it'll be goodbye 2004 and hello 2005. i cant wait for next year to come. how much more convenient to stay near the school and wake up at round late 6 plus before going to school...
 
but there's still this half a year... so mayb u wont hear from me for the next half a year, but i'll still be around.. haha.. struggling... tadah!!!

Its been a long time...
Wow... perhaps time really flies and in just a blink of the eye, it's april and argghhh... its' gonna be mid-year soon. so fast it just seems... unnatural...

But anyways.. lotsa things happened. this was the only time when i'm kinda like free and the pc doesnt really hang when i log up to the net. i guess wireless stuff here really cannot make it. perhaps it's been really old i think. so.... campaigning was executed 2 weeks ago, and voting and voila, i've been voted into the students council... =)

its gonna be tough i guess.. busy life yet again... nothing refreshingly new, but really, God put me into this place, i believe that He has His way and His time in doing things, that no matter what i do, i put my trust in Him.

so, just blogged coz its gonna die soon if i dont do sth now.... hahahaha.. i mean the blog.. tadah

Yeah!!
In msia now... typing away happily while some oth ppl are having OBS at dear Ubin... well... enjoy ya self and i think that it's a privilege to be der.... that's why i'm not der u c...

But anyways... J2s having CT after the HOLS.. jia you jia you...

And i've been rather lethargic lately... okay.. its a nicer word than slack... but it basically is the same thing... been back.. touched a bit of work and tadah.... hello holidays goodbye hw. i guess the blog's been really dead lately.. Ben closed down his blog.. mayb i'll have to do that soon too.. sad case...

So.. is it lethargic or is it i dun have the drive to do it anymore?? i dunno.. i always think that u only have time if u squeeze it out urself.. so i guess mayb it's that i lost the drive... and PARTLY becos i've been more busy than usual and i dun have a PC..... until now...

Just got a laptop few days ago... Cheers!! and immediately got on a 'NO GAME' policy... asked YK how long did his policy last... about one month he says... but Vicky's policy seems to hold rather long... so i dun wanna install any games YET.. and i hope the YET is long enough....

WAAHHH... holidays... relax a bit... slept to around 11 average... that's QUITE LATE.. but anyways... i dun have the chance to sleep that late during sch days... and this is probaby the only good time i can get... hahaha...

So.. gtg now.. watching Holland V on AEC later.. so funny... okay.. i guess ASTRO's a bit laggy but i still enjoy it.. tadah..

March
yep... just a blink of an eye and March's here.. results are back... should be staying at RJC.. hopefully.. but anyways... time flies huh... not long after this will be the common test...

so now m in the library, and i guess cant type too long.. just a short update.... if its an update at all... dun want the blog to die.. hahaha @_@

Hmmmm
So another week passed... i guess time flies.. we'll be having our very first lecture test soon.... and it's only like 2 or 3 days after the drama feste. by the way.. all those interested in RJC drama feste can come and buy tickets... its $4 i guess... :)

but its really tiring doing the drama feste thing... got so much lines to mug... heard that YK's doing another band performance in the VJ music feste... cool.. at least let the guitar club ppl know who they missed... hahaha... :P

So... everyone's getting used to their new JC huh... but after getting used, then we'll get our results... GREAT... nut anyways... dun wanna talk about results..

heard that CJCH's gonna have another games day... hahah... on Sunday as usual... so i guess i can only arrive late in the aftnoon.. mayb even have to bath at CJCH... hehehe.. but it's really cool to see them again.. the animal farm.. i guess the population sorta balanced out in the farm... :P ppl come and ppl go... wonder when's their dance nite... or mayb they won have one this year.... due to CERTAIN reasons....

so... later got C chess club meeting... training.. whatever.. just joined chess for fun.. small population.. hehehe.. tadah...

Into Febraury
yeah!! finally move into feb month. Felt a bit cheated though... blogger actually coped my blogskin to become default... @_@ *sigh* i customised it for so long and they just took it like that... wow...

anyways... heard of Ben shutting down his blog. *sigh again* mayb JC's really busy.. see.. i seldom blog too... but i guess i will... when i feel like it... hahaha..

concerning the SJI o nite thing... yeah.. we noe it's not RJC o nite.. we never say it was... and we never say where we are from actually. i agree with "the Impersonator"... i mean we loved SJI... that's why we even bothered to come back and dance, just to spice up the o nite... those who are offended can do sth like perform some stuff if they want to... it's not like we'r against it or something...

but SJI o nite's over... let's not talk bout it anymore k... now der's teacher's day.. if u all want then mayb can perform for teacher's day... how bout that??

these few days a bit boring... nothing much but to wait for my money to come... hahaha... there's not much left in my bank account.. (still can survive though) and i'm REALLY waiting for MOE to supply us with the cash.. why do they have to delay all the time... it's just so irritating... it's suppose to be a 3 months pocket money... now Jan is over and the money's still with them.... i guess they are efficiently helping us to save money... @_@

Got faculty drama feste today... going to end quite late i guess... starts at 4.. but my class ends at 130.... so bored now.... tadah...

CNY
ok.. this year's CNY... any comment..? well.. it's kinda boring sometimes... cos i'm back at kl and der's no where i can go... but if i stay at s'pore i guess it'll be even worse becos everyone will be closing down eir shops.

Saw my sister... for 3 DAYS ONLY... and she left today to Kuching... that's what i call "family reunion".. btw, mayb i'll go to aussie for june hols.. hahah.. den i wun meet her for 3 days per yr aft all...

so they've decided to dance Soleilas.. mayb it's not a good choice aft all... we've got lotsa brush up to do and we'v got too little time.. but anywys, its ok even if we dun dance that well... hahas... its just another 'o' nite.. i mean.. how many ppl actually can dance REAL well at our own 'o' nite... ??

i'll be back to s'pore tmr... by plane... for the 1st time.. whahaha... from kl.. sth to be happy about? dunno.. guess it's just very weird.. the hols are too fast... have a weeding.. my uncle's on next week but i guess i cant make it back.. *sigh* but hopefully can make it to aussie this june

Went to get a laptop today but its out of stock... why do things always turn out like this...?? @_@ nvm nvm... tadah

Hey.. back at CJCH
haha... funny now i'm at CJCH typing this.. come back here to visit some juniors... wanted to go swimming but heck... i guess i have lotsa time to swim next time ifi want... Anyways... today's class is soooo short... ended at 130 pm... shorter than my sec school.. cool... and got a chance to come here and to collect my 'long lost' guitar scores...

So... life's still ok at RJ i guess... planning to dance at 31 Jan back at SJI if that's possible.. i mean.. it's the sec1 orientation... and wanna meet some teachers back then... guess most of my juniors went back today already.. all the tutorials starts to sink in now... LOTSA MATHS...

last nite studying in the library.. yiming was beside me and he said i was nuts... well.. i was just REPEATEDLY murmuring some trigo functions in attempt to solve the questions... it does sound like nuts at first.... that's what double maths do to you i guess... @_@

going back to KL tomorrow.. and to meet my dear sister.. havent met her for ONE LONG year... *sigh*.. and gonna meet her for only 4 days.... FOUR DAYS >_< nvm.. i guess somethings have to give and take.... :I

so... have a HAPPY NEW YEAR... before its all too late....

CCA...
Today's CCA feste.. so got to look around at RJ's CCA... quite disappointed by some sport.. i mean like ppl actually cant join certain sport because they wanna learn new stuff... if u join sport, u have to be DAMN good... and that's NOT good... maybe all the other JC's the same... heard from YK that VJ's soccer team's bout the same too...

Anyways, today was quite busy.. got back at around 7.00 pm and just got news that some of my classmate's leaving my class cause it's so pressurized... i mean... why dun ppl just take up the challenge to do Fmaths.. ok.. it does kill.. to a certain degree.. but i guess that's life right... it's "just a bumpy ride"... and i think that we go to JC to study, and not to compare with other ppl...

Well, on the other side.. i guess some ppl really doesnt wanna do this combi... guess the decision's still up 2 them... cant care much... just a CT rep what.. hahaha.. :P

Lotsa things happened in these few days... cant really ramble all out... but uh... sth interesting... Peter's son have uh... errkk ehm... sorta crush... hahaha... :P all the SJI community in RJ probably noes it by now... if whoever is reading this noe who's Peter's son, pls dun disclaim it.. i'll get killed...

so... life's still going on... tada... !!

The Dance Rox!!
woohoo... Soleilas just rox man.. yeah.. that's the results of getting sore legs and sprained ankles... but overall it still rox man!! i lurv the dance... hahaha... anyways.. orientation is like almost over and it's gonna move into another year of studying...

hmm... going for med check up tml.. heard from my fren that it's kinda... err... intimate... well ah.. *his balls were.. err.. kinda fondled* ... ... ... THAT IS NOT FUNNY.... and i'm not a gay... so though tml's gonna skip studying but eh.. it's gonna be another "exciting" journey to Amara....

For those whom i spoke to b4, told ya all Kasegon will win.. why? cos I'm in Kasegon.. hahahaha.. jk... and Sarekon really rocks man!! heard from my OGL that the games were not rigged... YEAH RIGHT... they gave away the rhythm *click* arya so easily to the Levanox by just dancing Soleilas?! anyways.. we still win in the end.. so.. ahh.. hahahaha... BLUE ROX

Sigh.. tml start sch already... izzit gonna be lousy.. izzit gonna be hard.. izzit gonna be pressured greatly i dunno... but its really scary.. moving to new sch and all that.. scare the butterflies out of my stomache.. hahah...

Went to new RJC campus today.. and hey.. its really grand.. hope that it'll REALLY be completed this yr so that next yr we can use it... hahaha.. the LT's like Lido cinema and it really rocks..!!! cant wait for next year to come... Cant wait for 2 yrs to finish lah.. still so long... so i gotta go now.. at least i updated my blog... though it's quite short...

RJC
ok.. first day of sch and i was back at around 9 something since 6 in the morning... this is not the way.. but hey.. it's orientation... and i guess it's quite alright to be tired for the first few days.. and get started...

Haii.. another yr's passed.. shouldnt be so sad though but sometimes just cant help it... i mean... it's just very tired to start sch again.. but this yr really glad that quite a no of sji boys are in RJC... yeah man.. sji rox... hahaha..

Enuff of this... first day at sch, get to noe some ppl from other schs... yeah yeah.. girl schs... but anyways.. that's not the point.. orientation is 6 days long... that's like about one week ++ played games the first day and wow... our team spirit not bad... hahaha... btw, Kasegon won... errkkk ehm... blue will win lah... hahaha... and the dance... it's really sickening how they move so fast... have to learn slowly.... Sad thing is that most of the ppl i noe are in Levanox.. nvm nvm...

The hostel here's quite ok.. though not as spacious as CJCH but i guess some things have to compromise for other stuff... now can go out later... muahahaha... and get to noe some msians here... direct scholars and ppl from other schs... well.. another comunity u say.. and i guess it's hard for me to play my guitar without disturbing someone else... oh well.. i guess it's not disturbing anyway... hahaha.. :P

Guess that's all for now... cant write much.. not my pc.... btw.. RIB got wireless LAN.... WEEE HOOO!!!

It has been a long time!!
so it has... well now i'm finally back at s'pore... with another 2 yrs to go for jc... got into RJC.. woohoo!!! i'm the only male in CJCH who got in... sad thing... meet new ppl, stay with new ppl... (yeah yeah... yiming) and uh... PRCs.. nvm.. at least i can speak Mandarin ya.. :)

So now i'm in s'pore.. waiting to check in tml... and it's so sad that most of us wun be together in the same hostel anymore... good thing? bad thing? God knows.. i mean it's a whole new beginning in front and mayb we should focus more on the future than on the pass... but i guess the pass holds more memories than ever.... hahaha... miss em

Ye@p... 2 yrs... it seems very long ahead.. but looking behind when i first came, it seems very short.. so i'll wait 2 yrs... so long yet so short.. hmm.. now i can only say that it's still long.. but it's worth it to wait... if whoever is reading this... :)

Btw, the hols are superb.. thanks for all those in kch and those in kl for spending ya time with me... go camp and so on... hahaha.. learned A LOT.. and i mean A LOT... hope that u all will keep in touch all the time and not forget u have a friend here... at s'pore... :P

Think i'll go back to kl soon.. Chinese New Year... at least to see her.... hahaha.. it's my sister lah... :P adios...!!

Kuching ROX!!
yay!!! it's been like a week since i got back and got no time to blog.. so now i can only type a few words... having a camp at church soon.. so i'm like super busy these few days.. but it's really fun to be with old frens again... YAY!!! :)

anyways... there's still ppl that i wanna meet so i guess i'll meet them next week.... and ah... we'r singing Christmas carol today... tonite... at a fast food restaurant in town... hey cmmon.. free food, free money... nothing to lose... hahaha... kuching is so fun...!!

hey ya all if anyone wants to come to kch b4 17 Dec, gimme a call.. at 02-082-687219.. mayb i can go and meet u all for lunch or sth.... c ya soon... bye bye

Time passed... so soon
it's just another week.. well.. since last week... but anyways... had a great time last nite at my fren's house.. played enter the matrix and JK II multiplayer til like 3 sth... well.. we connected up LAN in his house and blast it off... cool.... hahaha..

got my ticket today and came back today too... very tired.. really... since last nite... and now got a sore throat... serves me right... anyways... read about the girl surfing porn article.... wow... that's like sth weird... always thought that boy surf porn more.... *ok, i NEVER DO IT* but it turns out that it's the other way round... huh... singapore's a weird country... jk...

by the way... a year's gonna be over very soon now... cant really wait to go back.. but i guess i really missed my church camp here...

so... dunno wad much to write... going to have dinner with my Geo teacher... LATER... hahaha... so ah... Daryl... dun punch me when u saw this...

chao....